DAY EIGHT:RACE 2 and 3: the day my soul died.

I need something to believe in

coz i dont believe in myself

and im sick and tired

of getting no where

guess it'll all work out

- newton falkner

I can say with strong convictions
that today was the worse day of my athletic life to date
i dont even wanna talk about it.

Food poisoning doesnt help
but it also doesnt even come close
to excusing my darkest day.